41 Comments

Aurelia said...

Oh Bea,

Oh crap

I'm so so sorry

Keeping The Faith said...

Oh No Bea.... that's horrible. I'm so sorry. Can we still just hope for a much better and happy ending this time even w/ a low beta?

Thinking of you,
Faith

Heather said...

I'm with Faith...

It is fucked up.

BUT, I'm still holding your hope for you. I HAVE to, I have way too much of it for you to let it go. I just can't. So, I'll keep her safe at my house.

Adrienne said...

Oh hell and damnation. I'm so sorry, Bea. Any chance that the number could perk up?

Vee said...

Oh F@$K BEA !!

What the hell is going on ??

I am sorry, is there hope ? I will be holding on to it for you.

big hugs

My Reality said...

Fuck Bea. This isn't how it was supposed to go.

There could still be hope, right?

Lindsey said...

There are barely words for this.
I am so sorry.

Jules said...

Shit Bea.

How low is low? What's your P4?

I thought this one would work for you.

xo

GLouise said...

Oh sweet Bea.

Thinking of you tonite....

Ellen K. said...

Oh no. I'm sorry. I'm keeping my fingers crossed, though.

Anonymous said...

well, shit, I'm so sorry.
zhl

Patience said...

Fuck.

It's just not fair Bea x

Karen said...

Dammit. I'm sorry.

N said...

:-S. Oh no. Why is this almost always fucked up in some way? I'm thinking of you too. When will you have the second beta?

Hugs!

Mel said...

I'm so sorry. I also thought it would work this time.
I will still hope and pray though.
take care
(((HUGS)))

Artblog said...

So sorry! HUGS

Rachel Inbar said...

Can I be happy for you? Please?

I've seen a lot of happy endings with low positives, so I'm sending my best wishes for a good doubling and for a relaxing weekend with Mr. Bea.

Thinking of you,
Rachel

Gil said...

FFS... that sucks Bea. Oh honey. Okay, so it's a low positive. But that doesn't mean it's completely out of the game. It does suck, royally. But I hold a glimmer of hope that the low positive turns around for you over the weekend. I'm keeping my fingers crossed.

Twisted Ovaries said...

Oh sweetie. How low? Too low? As in, no hope low? I'm so sorry. Did the RE tell you if there was hope it would keep doubling and succeed?

I'm here if you need to vent, babe.

serenity said...

Good freaking God. Can't you get a break??

I was rooting for a BIG positive.

How low? Like no hope low? Or late implanter low?

I am going to hold out hope that it's the latter.

*hug*

aah0424 said...

Crap! I'm a little late, but also wondering if it is just a late implanter. God, I hope so!

carrie said...

oh, bea, i'm so sorry. fingers crossed that this turns around somehow. i'll be thinking of you guys this weekend.

ellie said...

I'll keep thinking postively-- but I am so sorry. I know a low pos isn't really what you want to go through. A nice yes or no would have done the trick. Hugs.

Samantha said...

I'm sorry ended up in the "grey zone"--it totally sucks! I'll be thinking of you this weekend.

Baby Blues said...

I was was going to leave a comment earlier but I was lost for words.

I'm sorry. Just know that I'm thinking of you and hoping everything works out.

sharah said...

Oh, Bea. That sucks.

We're here for you however this turns out.

Much love being sent around the globe to you.

Hopeful Mother said...

Holding hope here... though I will say that this SUCKS and I don't understand why this has to be so hard.

When is your next beta?

Carol said...

oh wow. ditto what everybody else said - that totaly sucks. I'm pulling for you.

How low? when will they test again?

The Town Criers said...

How low is low, Bea? I'm so sorry. But I'm holding out hope too. Is the second beta this weekend?

Kristy said...

Bea - that reallys sucks. I am praying for you and Mr. Bea.

Tina said...

I am so sorry - been there twice myself. I am hoping that you will receive better news over the coming days.

Magpie said...

Been there too. Thinking of you.

TeamWinks said...

Well, now I have to check blogs while I'm on vacation. I'm pulling for you, and I will worry. However, I'm hoping to celebrate with you instead of crying. Hang in there.

VanillaDreams said...

Oh, Bea!! This is absolutely horrid! And I feel like I am reading my own blog!! *sigh* Welcome to my nightmare, so sorry that you find yourself here! I'm sorry you are going through this kind of crappy beta hell.

Do you know the actual beta number, or did they just tell you it was a "low positive"?

What did your clinic say about it? Are you going for a repeat beta soon?

I'm sorry you are dealing with this....Please let me know what happens. I will hope for the best until the next beta result! Just in case.

xx
Nilla

Watson said...

No, No, No!

I'm so sorry Bea. Thinking of you, hon.

Lut C. said...

Low pitched mooooan. This is not what you ordered!

I'm so sorry you're still knee-deep in uncertainty and doubt.

Sara said...

Ah shite. Well, I'm lousy at hope, but I'm going to do it for you anyway.

Thnking of you.

Millie said...

This sucks. sucks. SUCKS.

Thinking of you.

Nica said...

My husband wishes you luck. I do, too. When I got my low beta, my RE told me the story of a woman with a score JUST LIKE MINE who had just recently given birth.

So either he's a big fat liar or it happens.

PS -- I still don't think billboard guy is Johnny Depp and will not rest until I figure out who he truly was. Do you know how much time I have spent trying to figure out who Billboard Guy is? I am a woman on a mission.

(hoping I made you laugh).

StellaNova said...

That sucks. I know how awful it feels. Still in limbo is never a fun place to be. I really am sorry and I'm thinking of you.

Thalia said...

I'm really sorry, sweetie. May I ask, how low? I know you've been here before, I know it sucks. I wish it was different.

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